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So yeah..
Here's a little update..
My life has just been turned upside down again!
First of all: Amarum won't take me.
They won't take me because of my autism, so I have to start all over again, at this other place, at the other side of the country! And I don't know yet how long it's going to take this time, but I guess it'll be long.
If I get too bad in the meantime, it's the hospital for me. No actual help, just a plug into my vains and that'll be it. JUST GREAT.
I don't have a right to be mad though.. Everybody is doing everything they can, it's just all very frustrating :c

And then with the french exam.. At least it's only a day right? x3
Could've been much, much worse for me..

And, update numbero two: My mom got me a wheelchair!
So I'm officially not allowed to walk anymore! xD
It's too much on my heart apperantly.. Ah well..

Pluspoints me and my dad tried to come up with:
- Friday I'm getting myself an Iphone, so that even halfway across the country, I can keep in touch with people (not that I have a lot of people left to stay in touch with, but whatever)
- If this is going to take so much longer than we expected, I might be able to make it to the show my dance school is giving! I've known for a long time I wouldn't be able to dance along with them, but now at least I might just be able to watch?
- This might even take so long that I'll get to walk up (well.. Get wheeled up xD) and get my own diploma!! That is if I graduated of course.. -_-'

Hmm.. There were a few more things, but I can't remember them too well..
I now spent most of the day upset and being angry at everyone while nobody deserves it and I have like 0% motivation left.. Time to get myself back together before this actually kills me.. Now wouldn't that be a shame?
/I wouldn't get far, the hospital is pretty good at keeping people alive/

So yeah, basically I don't know where I'm going, I don't know how long it's going to take, I don't know anything and I'm falling appart just a little xD
I'll update again when I know more..
Maybe you guys could find me a few more plusses or anything?

I'm sorry to bother you all with this.. Again.. Seriously, if you want me to stop talking and leave you guys alone then you can totally tell me and I'll shut up x3
I'm off to bed now.. So.. Goodnight everyone x3
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Hi! I'm very sorry, but I tagged you xD You can read it here: [link]

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Ik hou van jou.. c:
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Hahaha, hidden x)
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