Rant journal

I'm really sorry to be posting this but I don't know where else to go right now.
I just got back from therapy where they told me I have aspects of Schitzofrenia.
They said it was just a little weakness of mine, and that I could probably overcome this. 
And I know it doesn't change anything about who I am, but it's just a bit too much you know?
Like, Depression, Anorexia, Automutilation, Psychotic and Aspergers wasn't enough you know!
And I know I overcame most of those illnesses but I'm just sick of it you know.
It hurts me. I don't want to be sick anymore. Anouk, you have Depression, here are antidepressives, more pills.
Anouk you have Anorexia, go clinical for over a year. Anouk you automutilate, you should really find a different way to express yourself, lets go into therapy for half a year more. Anouk you're psychotic, lets cut classes so that the pressure on you won't be that high anymore. Anouk you have Aspergers, unfortunately there's nothing we can do about that, you'll never be able to function as a normal person, so learn to deal with that. And now? Schitzofrenia? No diagnoses, just aspects of it. So what am I supposed to do now?! What do you want me to do!! WHAT?! What the heck does that even mean for me!
I just don't know anymore kk?

EDIT: I just spoke to my boyfriend, but I was too afraid/ashamed to tell him... I seriously don't know how I'm going to tell him. I'm awfull